Let's Talk About "Christian Art"

It’s laughably bad. Let’s just say that up front, okay? Nearly without exception, those who intentionally are making “Christian art” are, in fact, making terrible horrible no good very bad God-awful art (there are of course always exceptions – but they are just that – exceptions). And it’s imperative that The Church acknowledges this tragedy. 

Art that has any hope of being interesting must begin with a question. Art is about questioning and exploring our humanity. But most Christian art begins with an answer, which makes it fundamentally boring. And worse – it’s untrue. True art is neither Christian or secular. It’s just undeniably human. Is Michelangelo’s Pieta a work of Christian art? Or does it simply capture the devastating loss of a woman whose son has died? Michelangelo’s ability to sit inside of this grief allowed him to sculpt a masterpiece. Bruce Springsteen’s masterpiece "Born to Run" captures that overwhelming feeling of wanting to get out of a small town and the joyful freedom of exploration. Lorraine Hansberry’s A Raisin in the Sun showcases the dignity and struggle for African Americans in a deeply segregated real estate market. These artists ask themselves what it is like to feel their undeniable humanity, and they create work that communicates that experience.

So how do artists practice this in their craft – and more universally relevant – how can we use the artistic process to practice our faith in a more honest way? 

We need to sit inside emotions - uncomfortably and without answers. It’s understandable that humans tend to avoid awkward and difficult emotions, favoring whatever route gets us out of that vulnerable place as quickly as possible. Because duh - Those situations are terrible to experience! But actors are different. They live to be inside the drama. As Tom Stoppard says, “We’re actors. We’re the opposite of people.” Actors are students of these terrible experiences because we know that the power of raw emotion is something that you can’t look away from. I dare you not to cry when Tom Hanks, in the moment Forrest Gump finds out he has a son, asks, “is he smart or is he like me?” We crave this emotional intensity not only as mere spectators, but if we’re honest with ourselves, we want to experience those moments in life as participants. Despite how fast we flee from ever appearing emotionally “weak” - the thing we desire most is to be intimate and vulnerable with another human. This is the very thing artists are trained to do. As artists, we sit inside the tears and the joy. We reflect humanity. 

The vast majority of Christian art, however, either represents a life that is so squeaky clean it’s unachievable or it is so overly sentimental that it refuses to engage with honest emotion. Every holiday season I nearly tear my ears off when that wretched “Sir I want to Buy these shoes” song plays on the all-holiday-music radio station. If you don’t know it, here’s the quick rundown (also Google Patton Oswalt’s comedy routine on this song for a great laugh): A poor kid wants to buy nice shoes for his DYING mother because she’s going to meet Jesus TONIGHT. Because she’s on her deathbed! And in this unrealistic piece of Christmas sentimental trash, the grade school child who is about to immediately lose his mother has no emotional response to that tragic life shaping event, but, instead,  is simply excited for her to look good on her first date with Jesus. Compare that to Jesus, when faced with the death of his friend Lazarus: “Jesus wept.” THAT sounds honest, doesn’t it? Why are we settling for anything less in the industry of “Christian art?” I think it’s largely because we are compelled (as Christians) to prescribe easy answers instead of sitting inside our difficult questions. But this is the very inauthentic element that keeps us from being human. 

Instead of cheap sentiment, we need a John 11:35 mentality – “Jesus wept.”  The smallest verse of the Bible exposes the biggest humanity of Jesus. In his book Art + Faith: A Theology of Making, acclaimed visual artist Makoto Fujimura (exceptional Christian artists do exist!) explains that he paints with Jesus’ tears. Meaning he approaches his artistic practice with the deep love of Christ. Here’s how I’d explain that concept as a theatre maker. Jesus didn’t “play the end of the scene,” knowing Lazarus would be alive again. While directing a play, sometimes actors are tempted to show the emotion of the final moment instead of the current scene they’re in – because they know the big reveal is coming and they’re excited to live in that intense emotion (opposite of people, remember?). Directors often say, “don’t play the end of the scene” – a note of instruction to actors to be emotionally present in the moment. This keeps a performance truthful. What makes Romeo and Juliet so powerful is that the play is incredibly fun, full of passion and romance, right up until the very moment tragedy strikes. If the actors were already playing the end, we’d never get swept away in their joy – and therefore never feel the tragic loss. This rule works across all genres, in fact. Ie - Jordan Peele’s horror film Us doesn’t work if the family is totally freaked out at the beginning of the film. Staying truthful to emotions throughout an entire story is what makes good endings so satisfying. Directing an actor to be emotionally present in the moment is what makes their performance so recognizably human. Anything less is distastefully unsatisfying. 

Jesus’ humanity kept him from playing the end of the scene. If he had emotionally moved ahead to the exciting plot point, predicting the feeling of joy for Lazarus’ reunion with his family, he would have never been emotionally present with his friends Mary and Martha during their immense time of grief. He would have possibly offered them any number of those thoughtless replies we often say to someone who is experiencing tragedy that we don’t have time for. As Kate Bowler shares in her book Everything Happens for a Reason, and Other Lies I’ve Loved, how many of us, during our own time of grief, have been given the cheap comfort of someone who isn’t emotionally present with us? During a breakup or end of a relationship, we are told “there are other fish in the sea” ignoring the painful truth: I DIDN’T WANT ANOTHER FISH! When we’re passed over for a new job or promotion, we’re told “God closes one door and will open a window” – I DON’T WANT TO CRAWL THROUGH THAT WINDOW! ! And even worse, the horrible cliché we’re told when a loved one dies…”Heaven needed another angel.” These thoughtless replies are from people who are afraid to dive deep into the emotion of loss. They want to move on from the bereaved. They don’t want to sit in discomfort. Can you imagine how disappointing it would have been if, in the moment Mary and Martha cried out to Jesus about the loss of their brother, he simply said, “don’t worry – you’ll see him again someday.” Nothing about that response would have been untrue – they were in fact about to see Lazarus again in just a few minutes! - and yet it would have been bitterly untrue. Because Jesus would have missed the emotional truth of the moment. For Mary and Martha, it felt like they’d never see Lazarus again. To be human with them in that moment, the appropriate response was an outburst of shared grief. 

Jesus sits with us, emotionally present in the moment. “Jesus wept.” This is the artists’ practice as well. Konstantin Stanislavsky, the Russian theatre director who founded modern realism acting, encouraged his students with the concept of “the magic IF.” “What would I do IF I were in this situation?” This practice directly leads actors to empathize with their character, which is the only way to portray someone else with integrity. Anything short is an unsatisfying stereotype. 

Most Christian art vastly misses the importance of emotional truth and thereby not only counterfeits humanity, but counterfeits God. The artistic discipline of sitting inside of a question is an aesthetic that is deeply needed to live out our faith with authenticity. Christian artists (anyone, really) looking for their work to connect with audiences shouldn’t confuse the hope of our faith with the experience of life’s moment to moment pace of living. Moment to moment is, in fact, the only way we can experience life. I only want to see art that is emotionally present, that doesn’t play the ending too early, and that lives inside of big questions. Which is a way of saying that I want all those things in my relationships with other people. 

Guest Post - "Cosmos in Chaos"

I’m delighted to share some thoughts from my friend and colleague, Acacia Danielson. Acacia is an actor, vocal coach, and producer who has some fantastic insight on the how’s and the why’s of financially supporting the arts. I really enjoy her thoughts on the eco-system shared by “artists and art sustainers.” We’re all here to make a more beautiful world, and Acacia offers her perspective on how to do just that.

 

Finding “Cosmos in Chaos”: How Supporting Artists Strengthens Community & Furthers the Vision of the Kingdom

 

As an artist, I can’t seem to stop thinking and talking about money all the time. “Why?” I ask myself. “Shouldn’t I be thinking about The Art???!!” Maybe you’ve been wondering this, too, even if you’re a lover and supporter of the arts. Creativity and Capital seem to have a mercurial relationship, one that can never seem to find a satisfactory resolution. And yet, if we are to *invest* in an artistic culture for the sake of the Kingdom (like creating an artist-in-residence program at church!) we need to reframe what the role of money is in the relationship between artists and non-artists. Because it is this relationship that determines whether an artistic endeavor holds the promise of life or death, hope or despair, for its intended audience.

This is a sticky subject and has as many nuances as there are people. Our individual relationships to money are deep and varied, and if we’re not careful the idea of “funding the arts” starts to feel like a government bailout of a bankrupt business when, in fact, it’s about tilling the soil for a more flourishing garden. I hope that in this small space, graciously lent by Rex Daugherty, we can journey closer to a new vision for artistic life and community harmony. 

Here’s my premise, in a nutshell: The artist is the perpetual stranger among us. They see things from the outside and can offer rich perspectives based on years of training, observation, and sensitivity to the human condition. Money, in its best application, is a relational tool, one that validates certain ways of seeing, believing, and behaving, and can encourage or discourage narratives about the world from developing. When we start to close the divide between art-makers and art-sustainers* we start to close other important gaps in our community and learn how to collectively remember our role as sub-creators and stewards of Creation, our neighbor, and ourselves. I’ll speak mostly to the art-sustainers in this piece, but I hope this blesses everyone.

 

*I’d like to use the terms “art-makers” and “art-sustainers” to describe the roles of “artists” and “non-artists”, respectively. This places Art as something outside of all of us, a gift given both to those who shape it and to those who support the shaping. Something no one can exclusively possess. Every human soul is creative; some practice it as a profession, some do not.

In this short space, I’d like to ask:

  1. Who are art-makers and why is the work that they do necessary for us all?

  2. How do art-sustainers fit into the artistic ecosystem and why is their work necessary?

  3. What does supporting art-makers look like practically?

 

The Art-Makers and Their Work

Art-makers seek the unseen and weave disconnected stories, people, and elements into a meaningful image.

Art-makers have and/or seek access to the in-between spaces of the world. The obscure, the non-obvious, the subtle, the hidden, the lesser-known, the deep secrets of the earth. We hunt for gems in a world of pebbles. We scour the details of our lives or the lives of others for the tiny wonders that might ignite illumination. Kehinde Wiley re-envisioning dignity in portraiture. Mozart relishing in the glory of variations on a theme. When all the world rushes by harried pedestrians on a sidewalk, Brandon Stanton of Humans of New York stops to take a picture and record a story. As Madeleine L’Engle would say, art-makers find or make “cosmos in chaos.”

Art-makers are the weavers. We take the tangled threads of the world and connect them into cohesive, living images. We take components and give them anatomy, a living relationship to one another and to the world. This is hard work. It takes years of discipline and skill; of investing time, money, and resources to go deeper into the vision; of choosing to create an alternative life plan because the traditional routes have no flexibility for inspiration. 

This work is important for all of us. The work art-makers do is both priceless (so valuable it cannot be expressed in monetary terms) and useless (so necessary it cannot be expressed in utilitarian terms). 

We all need art. Some of us make it, some of us sustain it. All of us enjoy and are nourished by it. Andrew Peterson writes in Adorning the Dark

 

“...the aim [of art-making] ought to be for the thing to draw attention, ultimately, to something other than the Self. For a Christian, that means accepting this paradox in the knowledge, or at least in the hope, that my expression, even if it is of the most intimate chambers of my heart, can lead the audience beyond me and to the Ultimate Self, the Word that made the world. In that grand chamber alone will art find its best end, as an avenue to lead the audience home.” 

 

The artistic compulsion to receive and express a vision of beauty and truth can be overwhelming and inescapable, especially for those art-makers who choose to listen and respond. Madeleine L’Engle puts it perfectly: 

 

“Perhaps the artist longs to sleep well every night, to eat anything without indigestion; to feel no moral qualms; to turn off the television news and make a bologna sandwich after seeing the devastation and death caused by famine and drought and earthquake and flood. But the artist cannot manage this normalcy. Vision keeps breaking through, and must find means of expression.” **

 

When we take in a skillfully and generously made piece of art, whether it is dance, music, poetry, theatre, cinema, or visual, our bodies and souls rise to the level of that piece. We dance with the dancer, we sing with the singer, we see with the painter. Art-makers mediate the vision and help us enter into it. 

Because no society has come up with a perfect system for supporting artistic endeavor (we can talk about state vs. privately funded art models later, my friends), it is essential to support art-makers in direct and indirect ways. When you buy a piece of art, you’re not really purchasing an object. You’re supporting an artistic infrastructure. A view of the world, a value system that says, “This is important. In a world of  practical and productive things, this beautiful thing is worth protecting. I believe in stopping and attending to the voice of the Spirit however He moves, especially if it’s from an unexpected place.” 

 

The Art-Sustainers and Their Work

How do art-sustainers function in this artistic ecosystem? What is their essential role in art-making?

Artistic life isn’t just for art-makers. In the best world, art-makers awaken us to our collective creativity and artistic sensibility. As we’ve seen, an artistic way of life is one that intentionally looks beyond the surface, beyond the obvious, searching for clues to eternity and the enchanting, indescribable Meaning and Beauty we all long to know and be known by in our small, brief lives. We play different roles in this Artistic Expedition. You are essential to the process. Your stories, your life, your work are all a part of the tapestry. If you spin the threads, the art-maker can weave the story. We create together. But too often the spinners and the weavers are cut off from each other, so their respective work feels pointless and meaningless. It is only when we join forces that the story can be told. One body, different functions. “An artist is a nourisher and a creator who knows that during the act of creation there is collaboration. We do not create alone” (Madeleine L’Engle, again).

An art-maker without a community is dead. We need other creators to bounce ideas off of, to support and encourage us. One of my best friends is a fellow actor I met in grad school. When we hang out, it’s not just catching up, it’s spurring each other on to greatness. Validating the vision. Exchanging information and ideas. Buoying the spirit. But we also need those outside of our artistic community. Those we do life with. You. Whether it’s a church or a soccer league, or a volunteer group, or a biological/chosen family, we need portals to the world outside of our studios. We need to hear your stories and perspectives so we can better reflect human experience in the given time and place of our lives. 

In addition to your presence and perspective, you are essential to providing a level of security and shelter to an art-maker in an otherwise tumultuous and uncertain lifestyle. Art-makers live on the margins and are often on the edge of financial and social stability. (Now, there are many ways for art-makers to live flourishing lives, but that path often takes time to carve since each artistic life is as unique as each human soul.) You’re saying, “I see what you’re doing. For us. For the world. And I want to be a part of that work.” I used to work in fundraising and before I was a Development officer I thought raising donations was kinda yucky. Like a necessary yet shameful transaction for the creation of good things. Now, after having spent time with donors and fundraisers, I see the value in this sharing of burdens. Some are gifted to create, some are gifted to support. And both are collaborators in the making of art. 

We presume art-makers are money-grabbing dilettantes who spend all their cash on artisan coffee and wine. And while that does sometimes happen (can we talk about substance abuse in the artistic community at some point?), art-makers most often need help covering rent and utilities because their artistic work is insufficient for sustaining life and their multiple day jobs have exhausted them to their core. A little cash infusion can create a margin, even if it’s a brief respite, for a soul wearied by the protracted vulnerability of awareness in a broken, beating-hearted world. So when that art-maker in your life says, “I need money!” It’s not because they’re fiscally irresponsible. It’s because they are weary of living outside the system for the benefit of all. They need a little shelter from the storm they’ve been writing a ballad about; a ballad that shelters others’ souls. They are generous with you. Be generous with them.

Supporting an art-maker is also a way of entering into culture-making and taking an active role in the narrative of your community. We are story-driven creatures, and often the most lucratively backed story franchises are the ones that write cultural standards of behavior and belief, for better or worse (e.g. Harry Potter, Star Wars, Squid Game, etc.). If you feel powerless about the state of civic discourse or want to open a nuanced conversation about a prevalent issue, partner with an art-maker and make something together. We shouldn’t be living in a world where there is a division between the storytellers and the audience. Both come together to make a story happen. Both are necessary. 

 

What Supporting an Art-Maker Can Look Like

This is why I love the idea of residencies. Art-makers reside in larger communities. Through cultivating their own creativity they remind us of the creativity in all of us. 

Art-makers do vital work, but they can only thrive when connected to others, to you. An Artist in Residence is an art-maker called to listen closely to a specific community for a time and create something of mutual artistic nourishment. Or to present something original that is a unique vision they’ve been given of the world, themselves, or a particular subject.

So how can you help the art-maker in your life? Here are some practical things you can do that would be a huge blessing to a creative soul:

  • Offer housing. Freelance life is tough on credit and cash flow. Even a short term stay in a guest room can work wonders for an art-maker between living situations.

  • Offer studio space. Creative space is the most necessary and most expensive commodity for a working artist. Art-makers often live in shared housing or cramped quarters. Having dedicated space to paint, dance, or rehearse is a luxury few can afford but all need in order to grow and advance as an art-maker. If you have an empty garage, consider letting an art-maker work there on occasion.

  • Offer skill/resource trades. Are you a dentist? A tax preparer? Offer an art-maker a free cleaning or tax prep services in exchange for a painting, a performance, or even a secondary skill (like childcare, or house cleaning, etc.). Trading is a fantastic way to bypass a cash-based economy.

  • Buy them lunch. Take your art-maker out to lunch and get to know them. They’ll be grateful for the meal but even more for the opportunity to see and be seen by you. We’re often lonely and want to connect. But normal social connection points like grabbing brunch or drinks on the weekend either conflict with our work schedule or add up financially. Better yet, take them a meal during a busy week. One of the most loving things a church friend did for me was bring me a healthy and delicious meal during tech week. I felt so seen and supported.

  • Support their art. Go see a show. Buy a print. Donate to their production costs. It’s not just about spending the money, it’s accepting their invitation to see the world a little more deeply through the lens of their creativity.

  • Send them an encouraging note. I keep a folder of encouraging notes I’ve received from people because those demons of doubt can yell real loud.

  • Slip them some cash. It’s not gross. It’s an act of love. If you don’t know how else to begin entering into the artistic ecosystem, start here.

  • Encourage your community to support the art-maker(s) in your midst. Whether you’re part of an HOA or the PCA, identify the artistic souls in your community and find a way to bring them into your lives. Invite them to dinner, to game nights, on vacations. Encourage your church leadership to create an Artist in Residency program. ;) We all need art. Help your other non-artist friends see their need for it, too. Do it as a group.

 

In Conclusion

I hope this was helpful. I hope you feel encouraged, and blessed, and welcomed into Art-Making as a way of life and mission. For the art-sustainers out there, I hope you see your vital role in this way of life not as a sidelined ATM, but as an essential collaborator for bringing artistic vision into the world. We worship a God of abundance and beauty and truth, and I know of no other way to proclaim this to the world than through the heart-enchanting nature of Story. 

 

I’ll close with one final, beautiful word from Andrew Peterson:

 

“I want you, dear reader, to remember that one holy way of mending the world is to sing, to write, to paint, to weave new worlds. Because the seed of your feeble-yet-faithful work fell to the ground, died, and rose again, what Christ has done through you will call forth praise from lonesome travelers long after your name is forgotten. They will know someone lived and loved here. Whoever they were, they will think, they belonged to God. It’s clear that they believed the stories of Jesus were true, and it gave them a hope that made their lives beautiful in ways that will unfold for ages among the linnea that shimmers in the moonlit woods.” (98)

 

 

**If you want a tangible expression of this, I recommend listening to Florence + The Machine’s newest single, “Free” (I also love the music video). She sings not only of her personal relationship with anxiety and art-making, but of the overwhelming need to create and share music in the face of suffering and death: 

 

“Is this how it is? / Is this how it's always been? / To exist in the face of suffering and death / And somehow still keep singing? / Oh, like Christ up on a cross / Who died for us, who died for what? / Oh, don't you wanna call it off? / But there is nothing else that I know how to do / But to open up my arms and give it all to you / 'Cause I hear the music, I feel the beat / And for a moment, when I'm dancing / I am free." 

Sources & Suggested Reading

  • Walking on Water, Madeleine L’Engle

  • Adoring the Dark Andrew Peterson

  • Culture Care, Makoto Fujimura

  • Art + Faith, Makoto Fujimura

  • Rainbows for the Fallen World, Calvin Seerveld

  • Habits of Being, Flannery O’Connor

  • The Mind of the Maker, Dorothy L. Sayers

 

WHAT IT COSTS

 I’ve been collecting answers from various artists friends (mostly theatre folks) on the question “What does it cost to be an artist.” I’d love to share their insight here. I think the pursuit of art is incredibly difficult – most describe it as a calling, and nearly everyone has sacrificed a great deal to pursue this calling. It’s an entire lifestyle, not just a career. I believe that an artist’s devotion has something to teach Christians, particularly Christians in the United States, about what it looks like to give up your life to find it.

 

I asked artists to share what it COSTS to pursue their career in the arts. Here’s what they said:

  • missing friends' weddings, baby showers, birthdays due to show schedules. 

  • giving up opportunities for career advancement in my day job in favor of flexibility [for artistic work]

  • turning down roles (and by extension, career advancement in theatre) in order to show up for my loved ones 

    [read: the dehumanizing cost of losing out on relationships in order to pursue the arts]

  • Your friendships; your time

  •  art can cost a person aging with dignity (lack of financial security)

  •  Live Performing Arts might be the most demanding on your lifestyle, because you are making inflexible high-stakes work commitments during everyone else’s leisure time.

  •  Expect always to be struggling, financially and often emotionally. And don’t expect anyone who isn’t an artist to understand that what you do isn’t a hobby but your life’s work [have you ever asked a dentist you knew for free root canals?]

  •  You are a small business. It costs what many people take for granted at their 9-5’s: supplies for making art, specialized equipment, space rental, marketing the product (you), health benefits, 401k, paid leave, and all the basic expenses of working from home (which many discovered during the pandemic)

  •  Being an artist costs time. Missed holidays, vacations, and family gatherings like weddings and even funerals. Time spent working menial “day jobs” because too many arts institutions do not pay living wages. Time putting off starting a family because of the same financial restrictions, lack of childcare infrastructure, long days, and irregular hours. Time with family, if you do decide to start one. Time at the doctor’s/therapist’s office because obtaining and maintaining adequate health insurance is a struggle for even moderately successful artists. Time on the planet due to inadequate, irregular sleep, consistently high stress levels, and a high incidence of substance abuse. 

Madeline L’Engle in her book Walking on Water: Reflections on Faith & Art shares:

“an artist is someone who cannot rest, who can never rest as long as there is one suffering creature in this world…Vision keeps breaking through and must find means of expression.”

 “an artist is someone who cannot rest, who can never rest as long as there is one suffering creature in this world…perhaps the artist longs to sleep well every night, to eat anything without indigestion, to feel no moral qualms, to turn off the television news and make a bologna sandwich after seeing the devastation and death caused by famine and drought and earthquake and flood. But the artist cannot manage this normalcy. Vision keeps breaking through and must find means of expression.”

My own pursuit of the arts has cost me more than sleepless nights. 

There have been times in my life that all I could afford to eat were peanut butter sandwiches. And not the good peanut butter with the oil separated when you open the jar. I’ve worked a lot of jobs I didn’t want to do in order to afford the arts career I wanted. I drove for Lyft until my back was messed up. I taught after school drama to 1st graders – with no qualification of teaching that age group – so that I could act in plays at night…plays that would pay me $350 for 2 months of work (30 hours a week – that’s just over $1 an hour) And one of those shows was Helen Hayes nominated! 

 There is a financial, mental, and emotional cost to being an artist. It’s not easy. 

 And yet…there’s a deeper joy that I find similar to what the Apostle Paul describes in Philippians 3: “For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith—that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.”

 

The Artists Studio - Raoul Dufy (1935)

I also asked artists to share what they have GAINED because of their life in the arts. Here’s what they said:

  • A sense of connection to my true purpose

  •  A purpose-driven life. As long as I have worked in the arts, I have never questioned why I'm doing what I'm doing or whether it was worth it. Constant emotional processing and building empathy = theatre in general.

  •  More empathy. Broader imagination. Meeting and working with great people. And it taps into my love of exploration.

  •  Empathy. I believe acting training is empathy training.

  •  Beautiful friends all over the world, great stories from working those friends, more patience than most people.

  • Perspective, patience , the community that I was always searching for and joy in collaborative creativity.

  •  A different benchmark than the one I was supposed to use. A better example for my children. A desire never to retire.

  •  Confidence, a world of friends, a voice that lets me influence the future of our city, freedom, a purpose, joy, accomplishment.

  •  Purpose, and a circle of friends that continues to grow!

  •  Joy. Meaning. Understanding. Great excitement. Such happiness and great friends 

  •  empathy, spiritual/emotional ownership of my work, knowing that my work makes a difference in immeasurable ways. The ability to balance abundance and moderation. Creative colleagues that speak my language, fond memories, wild stories, and the best photos.

  •  A way of living that makes me feel alive, that makes life joyful and deep, that makes me feel like myself, a path through pain and difficult life experiences.

  •  Some awesome friends

  • A life in the arts has made me not afraid of being vulerable and saying the big idea I have to the room. I think I am more likely to take chances because of the artists I have worked with

  •  Connection and a sense of purpose.

Notice how many times they USED the word PURPOSE

That is a gold you cannot buy. Also note how many times “good friends or people” are mentioned. Aren’t we all looking for a sense of purpose and a sense of belonging?

What are you willing to give up to find your calling? What will it cost you? What will you gain?

Why Story Matters

Hi folks - I’m kicking off a blog to share some thoughts throughout my time as Artist in Residence at Grace DC. I hope this is the beginning of a dialogue (no actor monologues here!) for all of us to share how the arts play a role in our lives. If you’ve found this blog by other means than Grace DC, you are more than welcome to join in. The more the merrier!

If you haven’t heard already, Pastor Andrew and the church leadership have asked me to be the Artist in Residence at Grace DC, and I was amazed by this offer. In my experience, the Church at large and the arts are often at odds, and the two rarely celebrate each other, much less learn from one another. So it’s personally touching to get involved with Grace DC in this way. I spoke recently during a service about the importance of storytelling. I wanted to unpack more of those thoughts, as well as hear your own thoughts on “story.”

The first thing we know about God is that he is an artist. A creator. “In the beginning God created…” The primacy of this aspect of God is powerful for me as an artist because I think what it means to be made in his image is that we are made as creative beings, and we are called to use our creativity in our relationships, our vocation, our work places, and just for fun! Creativity not only makes life beautiful, it gives life meaning.

 Furthermore, God reveals himself to us through the arts – through storytelling. The ability to tell stories, particularly ones that aren’t real – and yet learn from them, even be emotionally moved by them, is an incredible (and unique) feature of humanity. In fact, it’s a primal feature of humanity – we make sense of our world through storytelling. It’s no surprise then that Jesus was a storyteller. What are parables but tiny pieces of theatre?! They have dialogue, characters, plot, a clear beginning, middle, and end. All the essentials of good drama. My career as a theatre artist is being a professional storyteller – so to understand the significance of storytelling is to understand the channel by which God speaks to us. He reveals himself in narrative because it’s foundational to who we are - “In the beginning” is the same 5 syllables as “Once Upon a Time.” Or as many parables began, “There once was a man…” Storytelling is essential to our humanity.

 

Many theatre artists I know, when speaking about our profession, will comment “well, I’m not saving lives…” comparing their career to a doctor or other healthcare worker. Yet throughout the year, how many times do you see a doctor? Your dentist? Compare that to how many times you engage with the arts. Whether it’s listening to music, a podcast, watching a show, reading a book, taking in a museum or catching a live performance, I’d venture to say most of us don’t go a single day without the arts playing a vital role in our lives. The pandemic has only heightened our need for many professions in our society: we need doctors and medical scientists to keep us safe; we need teachers and educators to keep our kids thriving, and we need the arts to keep us human. The 2014 sci-fi novel Station Eleven by Emily St John Mandel features a troupe of travelling actors and musicians in an imagined apocalypse where a pandemic has altered humanity. The traveling artists’ motto, taken from a Star Trek episode, is “because survival is insufficient.” As we isolated in the early days of the pandemic, and as we are forced back into quarantine during covid exposures now, we turn to the arts to keep hold of our mental and emotional health. Storytelling matters because we are created to respond to stories. We need stories “because survival is insufficient.”

What art have you turned to during the pandemic to keep you sane? What recent story has impacted you in a meaningful way or made you feel more deeply?